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    Saturday, December 6, 2008


    Dear Bloggy,

    I spent my whole night turning/tossing/flipping but I still can't get to sleep. I think there's something seriously wrong with me. When I was trying to get in touch with the sleeping bug, my phone rang. Time check: 5.35a.m. Was thinking who the hell called me so late. Can't be BF, we just hanged up and it's a different ringing tone. Just answered and some unfamiliar voice spoke. Looking at my screen, it's him. Okie, let's call him Mr. J

    Maybe I haven spoke to him for ages, can't recognize his voice. Boy, he sounded dead. Like as though he has been sobbing? Not sure, didn't ask. So we chatted abit and he was saying that he's in a loss. I just thought, either he wants a loan, or he has problems with relationship. Bingo. It was option No.2.

    The story goes, Mr. J has a buddy for 13years and he caught him kissing his current gf. Ermmm, drama huh? So I gave him 2 options, one is to sit and wait. For? The gf to make a decision if she's staying or leaving, given that he really loves her. Second, is to leave.

    So happened that the story in the previous post I mentioned and the ordeal that Mr. J is going through reminded me of the previous ex that bastard me. I bet he must be sneezing non-stop now. LOL. Anyway, it just strengthen my beliefs in karmas consciously/subconsciously, that I can also worship it. Like *bo pi~ please don't come to me. I'm good girl now* thingy.

    Mr. J and I were once on pretty good terms. (For people who don't know and is itching to know, please read bloggy post backdated on May 24, 2008). But I let him down once? Twice? I've paid karma 2 years of my youth at peak. Back in May this year, we met up again. This time it's his call to play the bastard game. I still remember asking him something like "So, what's the meaning of this? We'll lead to nowhere?" And his reply was "No. I just wanna find a job first, settle down and then chase you back". From that sentence, I know karma's in the house AGAIN but I gladly accept it cos I know it's what I owed him. Mr. J also mentioned that he and his girl have been together for 5 months plus. Means around that time. =/ But I still feel sorry for him. Be strong =)

    But I realized something today. "I played you back cos you bastard me first" don't works for karma. Once you committed some sins, karma will strike. Doesn't matter who bastard who first. I don't know if it really works this way, but figured out this thinking would keep me safe and far away from the O-So-Magnificent Karma God. There's this saying, "The person who laughed last, laughed the loudest" but I say, "The baddie who die last, die the ugliest".

    “怨怨相报何时了”
    (To my FT BF/PT Chinese Tutor/PT Lecturer Elric Tan: Please tell me if this is correct)

    Signing off with love,
    Crystal...

      You're my sweet addiction...