Thursday, May 29, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
At least I found something for me to be happy about. My refurnished room. Let the pictures do the talking (:
Iko darling loves my new room. And so do I! (:
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
I fell in love with this song.. After so long.. I felt like this..
Heaven Knows... ....
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's far away
It just keeps getting stronger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Heaven knows...
I hope one day I will find the right direction. Maybe~
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ....
You're my sweet addiction...
Monday, May 26, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Maybe I should go USA for attachment after I graduate? U think? I seriously think....
Signing off with love,
Crystal...
You're my sweet addiction...
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
I chose love all over again. But it proves that the choice is wrong all over again.
He's confused why would I get with another guy after that. But that's not immediate after him? I do need companion, don't I? I do need to give love another chance, don't I? Even you have a companion for long time, no?
If only we would turn back time...
I would choose to love him whole-heartedly.
.
.
.
I would choose not to run away from problems.
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.
.
I would choose to be by his side.
.
.
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I would choose to let him knows that I care.
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.
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Yes, that's IF ONLY. But it's not possible.
Maybe I should just walk away...
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Time Check 3.15pm. I've only slept 5 hours. I woke up thinking about it again.
Current Friendster shoutout: 我愿以再给爱一个机会。再给我们一个给机会。
I can foresee that this would be tough. But I'm willing to do anything to make you change. I'll give in my last stride before I'd totally give up.
imu
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Dear Bloggy,
Time check: 7.56am and I've just got home. I've a sad romance story to tell still before something slips off my mind.
Nearly 1year 3months ago, stranger boy meet stranger girl and they set a date to the movies, Death Note 1. Things turned out pretty well and soon after shy boy and shy girl starting meeting up more often. For 1 or 2 drinks perhaps?
Boy: Haha. Are you drunk?
Girl: Nono. But I'm red! I know!
Boy: It's late. Let me send you up.
Girl: Ohhhhhhhhhh.
Boy: *initiated a kiss*
It happened at girl's doorstep. She'd never forget that moment. That sets them dating for around 2 months.
However, after some time, a lot of things ran through girl's mind. The boy she knew would spend every weekend drinking. She wonders, if they were to be together, does she have to spend her weekend alone cos she doesn't wanna drink? And is she ready to be tied down to a relationship? She is so confused, so she ran away. She ran away from boy, from the SMS and the calls. She knows that this would hurt boy but she didn't care much at the point of time. She just wanna be alone.
Boy SMS: Why are you avoiding me?
Girl: *no reply*
Boy SMS: If you don't wanna be with me. I will set you free.
Girl SMS: Okie.
So happens that boy and girl met at dbl O one night coincidentally. As girl missed boy so much, she just hugged him throughout the night. But, after that night, girl ran away again, feeling pressurized and suffocated by her own thoughts.
Boy SMS: I am really glad that I saw you that night. I was wishing that I can see you and suddenly you appeared in front of me.
Girl SMS: =)
Boy SMS: I hope we would have a chance to be back together. But guess I'm wrong?
Girl SMS: Sorry.
They seldom contact for the next nearly 1year 3months but girl always kept herself updated about boy. She'd browsed through boy's Friendster frequently and one day, she found out that boy is attached. Although it's stabbing inside, but she still tries to wish him all the best.
Girl MSN: Good luck to you and your new gf.
Boy MSN: It's my ex-gf and we got back together.
Girl MSN: Ohhhhh. Still all the best. =)
Boy MSN: *no reply*
Girl thinking that boy hated her, she stopped MSN-ing him. And one fine day, boy called girl.
Boy: Hey, how are u doing?
Girl: *surprised* Ohh I'm pretty fine. Working in Starhub now.
Boy: Haven't heard your voice for so long. Meet up for drinks soon okie?
Girl: Sure!
One day, girl went to meet boy at a pub. And she found out that boy is having on-off relationship with his gf. Trying not to be too over-inquisitive, girl didn't want to ask further. But it's after so long, girl really missed boy. Boy hugged girl as a friend but it almost make her want to burst out crying. Guilt, that is.
Boy SMS: Have you reached home?
Girl SMS: Yeap, are u still sober?
Boy SMS: Ya. But still outside, going home soon. It's nice seeing you after so long.
Girl SMS: Yeap. So much I hope I can turn back time.
Boy SMS: *no reply*
Girl really hoped that she never done this. She just hope that she can turn back time and make everything okie. If she tried to make boy stop drinking, all this wouldn't happen. But she never. Not even letting him know the exact reason.
Last night, boy called girl and said that he's came back from taiwan after an army training. So girl meet boy and went down to a pub to celebrate a birthday of boy's officer.
Boy: I really hope that you can come down.
Girl: U sure your gf wouldn't kill me? LOL.
Boy: I'm single. U still want me? :x
Girl: Huh? What happenend?
Boy: Ahh. Long story. Nvm.
Girl. Hmmmmmmmmmmm. Okie.
Boy: Call me okie? Just wanna hear your voice. That's all.
Girl: U will hear until sian de!
Boy: I know I wouldn't. =)
When boy hugs girl, she couldn't control anymore. She started sobbing straight away.
Boy: What happened? Y u suddenly cry?
Girl: I'm really sorry for the past. I really felt very bad.
Boy: It's okie. It's already in the past.
Girl cries even harder. Cos boy don't blame her at all! Boy bends down and kiss girl. Startled and surprised. But she responded back.
Girl: Why u kiss me?
Boy: I just dunno. Suddenly "sot tio"
Girl: -.- wat the hell.
Boy: Haha. *bleah*
Girl: I just dun wanna be a replacement for your previous gf.
Boy: U are not and you wouldn't be.
Girl: So you're the same as before?
Boy: Yes, I'm still the same as before. Same as before waiting for you.
Girl: *double shock* But I thought you were attached previously?
Boy: I tried to forget you. I tried and I failed.
Girl: HUH? You mean that you're with your previous gf to forget me?
Boy: Think and you'll know.
Girl: *cries again*
Girl never thought that boy would still be the same as before. She just thought that boy hated her. Or rather, she hopes that boy hate her, so she'll feel better?
This time round, girl would definitely try to make boy stop drinking. If she failed, at least she tried. She really thought that if boy hasn't been drinking a lot, they'd be together till now. All girl wants is a normal relationship. Dates to movies, dinner and somewhere nice. Not in a pub where drinks are everywhere. It's free, so?
But now, girl is willing to give love a chance, give boy and girl herself both a chance. Something is pondering girl. What if boy's ex-gf comes back? Would she be a stranded homeless kitten again?
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ....
You're my sweet addiction...
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
I'd like to announce, I've alot of life now! And I'm loving it tons!
Accidental Clubbing at MOS:
My Half-Drunk Darling =/
Junanaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Daijieeeeeeeeee
Tian Shiiiiiiiiiii
Beloved Korkooooooooor
Tian Shi and Korkor!
KTV with ex-colleagues:
Dineeeeeeeee
Dine Dineeeeeeeeeeeee
Leon Budddddddy
Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeky
Signing Off With Love,
Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Monday, May 19, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Don't we just love having straight hair? Something for a change!
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Yesterday I went to JB for shopping! I kept asking my passport "How come you're so empty?!" and they laughed. =( And the last time I went overseas was to Tioman in March'07! Oh man! Ages ago man. And I seriously pity myself, no life! There's not much things to shop except for Vincci Shoes? I managed to bring one pair home and it's 3 inches! Don't we girls just love heels? ^^ Then, we went for seafood at Taman Sentosa!! There's xiao kailan, sambal kangkong, stingray, cereal clayfish, salad youtiao and chilli lala! And there's only 4 of us! LOL. Best part it's only RM93! *slurps* I swear I'll go back there again!
Anyway, I'm just back from Hakuba! Some pub at Ponggol Marina Country Club. There's nice view with yatches are all over the place. Ermmm, I wonder when can I get my own yatch? Yes, stop dreaming, Crystal. Lol. We had some drinks and sung some songs. It's all 401 people and they're funny! ^^ But I saw some long long creature that I don't like. >"<
Overall, I quite like the place, the view but it's so hard to get there. Very deep in Ponggol end. I felt like I'm in another island! I better get some rides, before I'll go back again, I think. U think?
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Friday, May 9, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Have you ever wondered how the sociocultural aspect of the society is changing? We were talking about it. It's pretty scary nowadays. I've read through a few of my friend's blog and something just strucked me. People are getting more conscious about image they portray to other rather than the thing that comes from the heart.
Quoting from Summer's blog: People flirt then they fall in love then they flirt and they lust. Isn't that just so true? I see no love in such relationship, just pure lust. I really don't understand how they can attain satisfaction by just fucking around? I guess I don't wanna know. Perhaps to me, they are just animals. They mate, fuck and go. That's how it is.
This particular guy can have 1000 over girls in his friend list. And we were thinking, it's almost impossible that he knows each and every one of them, so what's the point of adding? It just shows how "chee hong" this person is. It just create a negative image of himself, if u realize! Guys love adding pretty girls, try to get know to them, date them out, find a chance to find himself into her pants then leave for the next better player. Absurd, isn't it?
That's one of the things I guess I would never understand in this entire lifetime. (:
Anyway, I've found some entertaining pictures. We did our marketing communications project on Zoo and we ended up having a fun time!
Entrance of Singapore Zoo
Ting, Me Winty
Cutie Umbrella! FYI: It's a pig ^^
我是可爱的咯！
White Tiger!
三只老虎~ 三只老虎~
Ooooo What is it digging?
Yay! Penguin~ My favourite!
Giraffe! 你是臭的咯！
I like to move it move it~
Going home. Our project group!
Signing Off With Love,
Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
