Super duper excited! Finally, I've booked my air tix to Taiwan, and next, we're checking out for the hotels and da-Da~ Will only have to wait for the arrival of 12Nov!! Will be traveling together with a group of classmates for our graduation trip, Winty, Felicia, Calvin, Diana, Calvin's Friends X2 (Dunno them. Yet.)
Finally, it's not only seeing Taipei's secenery drooling over their food on TV. I swear I'm gonna snack on junk food for full 6 days! Who cares abt the extra pounds man, shed it off when u're back, dude. DON'T live to regret~! We've yet to plan our itinerary though, most prob after exams we'll do it. I think the guys wanna go Tainan? I wanna go Yang Ming Shan for hot spring! The legendary Mei Ren Tang? How enticing! Moreover, it's Winter in Nov! Means that we can finally wear long coats, boots and scarves without being seen as alien! Hehe.
I think I'm some weak creature, plan to get some gloves and thicker clothing next week. Nope~ I don't plan to fall sick during my long-awaited graduation trip! ^^
Flying On Jetstar! Status: Confirmed!
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Finally! I've submitted one of the most disgusting projects in my entire uni life, GM, as known as my all time favorite BF, by my friends. Cos I faced it more than 10hours a day? -_- Not as if I like it.
Oh well~ I just realized, dependency isn't that good. Especially when it's a one-sided dependency. I managed to break free of such dependency. And dependency is NOT equal to likings.
I kinda like who we are now. Good friends that can chat with, disturb each other, occasionally say sweet things, and nothing physical. Somehow or rather, I believe we'll always remain that way. Which is good enough, I should say. Kinda like soul mate or a confidante? If not my personal entertainer?! He better not see this. =X
Time and again, it still depends on where our directions are. Of cos, I don't see myself marrying early, looking after the house like a shepherd all day long and a 30 looking like 40, u know. Hence, the priorities does not lies with the relationship, and what's more important is the career path that I have set for myself. Next, is just to work towards that, step by step. But then again, of cos I won't want to work till 35, successful in everything but failure in relationship. The higher you've climbed, the lonelier you'll feel, in economics term that's opportunity cost.
Anyway, the darkest part has past last Saturday!! *takes pom pom and dance around* I guess I'm up and ready for new challenges again! Here come the next bf: SM! *Ahem* Not S** Manic! is Strategic Marketing. Lotsa corrupted brains out there. =X
P.S: I'm goooooooooooing to Taiwannnnnnnnn! Ultimate, Magnificent, Jaws-Dropping Heart-Stopping, Humongous, Intensive Spree-ing! Don't need a Guru to foresee that it gonna burn a massive hole in my pockets! BUT I can't be bothered!
Time to take my lovely evening nap!
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Monday, September 22, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Felt better after releasing everything out. Hasn't been myself these 2 days. I think I was possessed. Looking at the rain pouring outside now, looks like me 2 hrs ago. Unglam and feeling pathetic.
I think I should move onto a right track soon and stop behaving very Un-Crystal. But still, can't understand what got into me. Wasn't like that at all. Never before. So I thought it'd be different? Nahs, God wun be that nice to me, yet. Yeah, time to screw back some nuts and be Crystal again. She don't live for anyone. Same old thing. 3 days is all she needs~ To hop and jump around like an happy escstatic monkey. Keyword is "Happy" ^.^V Virtual starts with virtual and should end with virtual. Cos it'll never be reality.
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Friend: Are you okie? Why are you working so hard? Me: I'm okie arh, why? I feel happy doing my work! Friend: You sure? Why would people do work all day and feel happy? Me: Ermmm. I dunno. I just feel happy. Friend: Are you running away from something? Me: Hur? What? I don't understand. Friend: Running away from loneliness by indulging in your work. And doing everything yourself. Me: ... ... ... Friend: So indulging in work in an excuse? Me: ... ... ... Friend: Haiz. It's obvious.
I don't realize it at all. All the while I thought that my life is pretty fulfilling like that. But to think back, it's just an empty shell.
Yes. I admit.
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
I felt that I might stop breathing anytime. I'm so pressed down by everything and I don't like such responsibilities. Meeting project deadlines, arguments with group member cos he believes strongly what he did is correct and ended up, I have to do it myself. Again. It's the last thing I think of before I sleep and the 1st thing I think of when I wake up. Seriously, it scares me when I imagine my future working life is led like that.
Another thing that really depresses me, is korkor. To see him like that just now, seriously makes me very very sad. Nearly on the verge of tearing, but held it back. Although we're not related by blood, but he is seriously one of the person that I hold as dearly as my own family members. There was such a big cut on his forehead and arms, and the flesh is exposed an hour ago. I really felt very sad to see him like that. But there's some other things that he did that made me even more depressed.
In the bus, alot of things flashed past my mind, everything that happened recently. It just made me compared to how happy I was in the past, carefree and happy-go-lucky. Growing up is a tough and tedious process. Tears just dropped. It never happened to me before, to lose my cool alone in public. What a scene, and I had to pretend that I'm having bad cold so that the auntie beside me will stop looking at me with sympathetic eyes.
Seriously, I don't ask from much, I just hope that all my friends will be happy, always leading a fulfilling life with partners that truly loves them. Why is it so hard? I always share their sad stories more than happy ones. I really feel their pain. But sometimes I dunno what to say, dunno wat I should do to make them feel better. Just felt so helpless at times.
I wanna take things in my stride, really I do. It seems so hard. I think not to think, but the more I think. I tried to help, but realized little I can help. I try not to care, but the more I care. I think if project deadlines seems longer and my frens start to have more bad things happenings, I would need a shrink myself.
Please, whoever it might be, give me the strength to strive on.
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Fireworks Festival 2008! My Virgin Attendance! Awwww~ It is really very very very pretty!!! Finally, I got the videos and pictures uploaded!! Yes lahs! =D We've climbed UP, UP, UP! Is very "chuan" ><
Floating Platform!
There are many many many heads!! Skyline of Da City!!
Finally, It's STARTING! I hearts pink fireworks!
Ohhhhh So pretty!
Many many!!
** Sidenote: Luckily I'm a marketer. Not a photographer. =/
Signing off with love, Crystal
You're my sweet addiction...
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
It was a happy happy retail therapy trip on Wednesday. I bought lotsa stuff for this weekend! It's like a major Huahua-seeking mission! Shall post pics of my victorious winnings.
Bangles! "ling ling long long" but I hearts. Flowery Shoes Brooches!
Flowery Earrings!
Flowery Nail Art!!
Flowery Overall!!
Flowery Bag!! And lastly, My flowery new MAXI dress! AGAIN!
This is not one of my winnings. But Ai Xin Breakfast from mom <3
Will post pics of the weekend and the oh-so-pretty fireworks pics and video. Stay tune. Coming soon....
