<body> SOUL-MELTING SWEET TOUCH
...PROFILE

..:: MISSY CRYSTAL ::..
Sweet 25
Happily in love

Fairylicious Me

...WISHES

|)*(| Always Lovey Parents
|)*(| Healthiest Grandma
|)*(| Always Bubbly Friends
|)*(| Class 3 License
 |)*(| Guess? Wallet
 |)*(| Lappie
 |)*(| Deg. with GPA >2.5
 |)*(| New Fairy Inprint
|)*(| Cyber Shot Digicam
 |)*(| Amazing Career
|)*(| Small Cute Ride
|)*(| A House to Call Ours
|)*(| Vacation Trips
----- Rome
----- Egypt
----- Japan
----- Venice
----- Taiwan
----- Mauritius

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|)*(| Favourite Online Spree

|)*(| Iko Darling
|)*(| Angela
|)*(| Felyncia
|)*(| Iser
|)*(| Jovi
|)*(| Anthony
|)*(| Kate
|)*(| Eunice
|)*(| Charmaine
|)*(| Geraldine
|)*(| Seng
|)*(| Joyce
|)*(| Rae
|)*(| Priscilla
|)*(| Hsien Ming
|)*(| Lance
|)*(| Leon
|)*(| Sarah
|)*(| Pei Shan
|)*(| Ying
|)*(| Florence
|)*(| Angel
|)*(| Susu

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    Thursday, March 22, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    Yesterday nite was total madness! Me, Ikoko, Felyncia and her jie (whom i didn't managed to catch her name) was supposedly to organise girl's nite out @ dbl O. However, Ikoko went to meet her "pre-lover boy", Desmond, that's y no more girl's nite out. To avoid her "pre-lover boy" from getting bored, we asked Sam down. Gosh~ Desmond n Sam looks alike~ Same TEMPLATE! Lolz.

    FYI: "Pre-lover boy" became "pro-lover boy" aka BF now. Lolz.

    So the guys went for pool 1st, den me, Ikoko, Fel and her fren went for 2 tequila shots. Nice~ Fairy still standing strong. Lolz. Den Juju came to find me. Poor girl. *fairy hearts hearts juju* She came down with Joseph, her ex-bf whom is she trying to get back to him. Accompanied her to the washroom to puke twice. Den after that Joseph sent her back. =(

    -= Msg to Juju: No matter he loves u or not, Fairy will love u the most! <3

    OMG~ they went for another 5 tequila shots. Cannot run away. So i just downed them. Get over and done with! The thought of shots makes me nauseous now. Yucks. Hurhur, my turn to fly away to Neverland. Thanks Sam for being that pillar of support.

    After that they can still go n eat bak ku teh. I ate a lil. And guess wat happen when u skipped dinner? Gastric attack! Kill me~ So after eating, we headed for home straight. I K.O-ed until now. Time check: 4.49pm =X

    Okie. Should make myself something to eat. Not giving gastric attack another chance. >.<


    Me n Ikoko Darling

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Saturday, March 17, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    *cough cough* this is my favourite past time now. I do this anywhere, anytime and regardless of what i'm doing at that point of time. I think quite a few ppl contracted my lovely "Fairy-Cough". Juju? Mom? Dad? Ooooh~ Good luck to peepz who drank from my straw at Butter Fact. =X Join my clan, guys. Kekeke. Urgh~ It sucks. It really do. I had 5 hit combos yesterday. Fever, Flu, Cough, Sore throat and Headache. I felt like a sicko tortoise, eyes almost turned white, flipped on its four. Eeeeeewww~

    I decided i should not leave my friday nite empty thus i met up a fren for movie. The Messengers. Before that went for the ice cream that he owed me for passing my FTT @ Gelare. Butterfly ice cream, he promised. Hurhur~ Let's see how he's gonna do it! Lolz. Never did i expect, he bought out a pair of nice butterfly earrings and placed it beside the ice cream. That's the "Butterfly Ice Cream" Lolz. But still, thanks for ur earrings. I like it. =)

    Goshhh, it's a pretty nice show. Kinda unexpectable twist towards the end. As usual, I'm always using something to cover the scary scenes. Sometimes my bag, the popcorn, my jacket, my hands and even my friend's hand. Lolz. Yeah~ I'm one of a scary shit. Haha. As wat my ex always suan me "U paid $9.50 go watch the movie, but the parts u watched only worth $3.00, the rest of the $6.50, hiding yourself." WTH rite? So mean. But still kinda true. Lolz.

    Okie. I shall hands off keyboard now, just had my cough mixture. The kick is here. Shall do more updating soon. <3>

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Tuesday, March 13, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    I finally passed my FTT. Ehhh, not finally lahs. First attempt only. Just that i slacked very long. Lolz. So excited. Den straight away went to book for my TP. The date is on 30 June, 11.45am. -.-! It's more than 3 months man. Hopefully i can pass on 1st attempt. I seriously can't wait to drive out. Spent too much on cabbie already. *shakes head* meantime, more practice. Juju da lao gong, u will help me de rite? =X OHH~ and dunno who told me wear shorter skirt will pass. Lolz. Since when they implement such logic? Laughed my pipi off. Lolz.

    I'm proud of myself. I managed to pull myself off him. I did not sms him. I did not call him. I'm rational this time round. And i love myself for that. <3>

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Sunday, March 11, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    It feels like something just mercilessly slashed across my heart. The pain is beyond description. Haven't i told myself to be rational? Haven't i made a decision to leave if we see no future in us? I knew he'll definitely leave me one fine day. Matter of sooner or later. But i'm contradicting myself. I sms-ed him last nite asking him if we could get back to before and that i realli missed him. It's considered a taboo to me! Blame it on the the misco-ordination between the fingers and the mind.

    I'm silly. All these thoughts flashes past by my mind just now. I was thinking i need not need an official relationship with him. Need not any promises from him. I just wanna be there when he needs someone to talk to or for company. And like him for who he is.

    I know he just encountered a huge setback in the previous relationship which caused him much agony. I read his blog and I felt hatred in him, fuming vigorously. It just reminded me of a friend I used to be quite close with, called Nikki. He used to be such a sweet and perfect lover until his gf walked out on him to be with with someone else. Someone influential. Nikki broke down and the next minute i know, he started to be with different girls. Fooling ard. Making merry. In e end, dump them. In my dictionary means "F*ck and go". It's so scary to see him take a 360 degrees change in personality, meanwhile, feeling sad for him too. Bet he isn't happy. Not a single bit. Although smile n laughter filled his face, but deep down, i felt emptiness in him. And i can't deny that some players come abt in such situation.

    I hope "he" is not like Nikki, a player. Revenge? He wants revenge. After i read that post, I'm so afraid that i'll only turn out to be one of his tools for revenge. That's y in the 1st place, I didn't open up to him totally. How much i wanted to help him pick the the pieces and help him continue with his life, show him that actually there're ppl who cares and adores him. Question. Will he ever believe in love again?

    I dunno how long can i be there for him and how long more we will be staying in touch. I realli hope that God can be kinder to him. Hereby, wish that he can find a girl that he loves who loves him back even more, success in his career either locally or overseas, staying a healthy baby.

    And mostly importantly, smile more, cos ur smile is mesmerizing.
    The very least, as a sincere friend.

    Signing off with tons of love,
    fairy

      You're my sweet addiction...



    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    This few days have been boozing too much. Erm, I don't like it. Now, the thought of alcohol makes me gags. Okie, shall update a lil' on my boozing life.

    8 March 07:
    It's TF5 @ MOS tonight. It's fcUkit's turn to organise and host the event. So we all gonna reach at 8.30. Okie~ Me n juju's late, as usual. =X We gonna wait for the car to come home first. Reached ard at 9pm.
    Hoho, crowded as usual. Met up with the gang, stood ard, peep at the 1st shift of fcUkers doing their job. After that, off the the bridge for the booze, then back to MOS. Seriously, all my enthusiasm for clubbing is gone. And i did cut down alot already. Went down to the dancefloor with Juju den back to the VIP room. Slacked all the way until 4 plus and we went for supper @ River Valley. And dey~ "Pls QC ur food, it's getting from bad to worse!"

    9 Mar 07:
    I almost sweared to myself that i must stay home to study for my management accounting test next wed, until Iko said that they're going down to ColourZone for booze. Next, Dandan kept asking me to go down acc him as he's sad over personal matters. Fine~ Okie, I'm convinced to head down. Reached ard 11. There's already 1 chivas and 2 martell on the table. Freak my arse out~ More and more started to come down. By the end of the boozing session, few were down, including me. BUT!! Thanks god, towards the end, got myself sober again. Sch, next morning @ 10am! Comm law somemore! X_X


    Pic for memory


    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Thursday, March 8, 2007



    Been Mesmerized


    Fairy and Anthony aka Mayi


    Fairy Dan & Kenji @ Colour Zone


    3am @ Kovan Mac

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Wednesday, March 7, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    The rain's splattering hard on my window just like how my heart's feeling now. The pain's like dozen of needles pickling. How would people define best friends? I wouldn't know. But for me, best friend is like a neccessity in life, can't do without it. Best friends share lil' secrets together, laugh together, cry together, shop together, can talk about almost everything under the sun. Yes, best friends do have different views, they do have arguments, they do quarrel.

    But what i found out yesterday really set me in the state of devastation. I never know someone i cherish so dearly can say such things about me. My heart sunk. Tears just kept rolling down as I stared as the screen overflooded with words. Thoughts gushed into my mind like fury waves, am i really that bad as what she claims me to be? Have i done her any wrong to the extend that she must bring me down like that? If i'm really acting, putting up a fake front, always acting cute and xiao nu ren, den why don't she leaves me as a friend? Why did she still makes me think that our hearts are locked? Why don't she tell me frankly right in my face or even ask me to jolly well f**k off from her life? I can't think. Everything went blank but tears just wouldn't stop rolling.

    First thing that came into my mind, is it cos of him? I swear upon my soul that she already found out that me n him are getting closer. In the first place, I did not throw myself on him, instead i kept a distance away from him. Just randomly added him into my friend list upon spotting him at the webby and it all started from there. MSN-ing chatting and stuff. After we confessed to our mutual feelings, I even asked him, does he still likes her. Not once, not twice, but many times. He replied no. I told him, I will back off and retreat from such game if he still likes her. He said NO~ with a firm stand. So i thought, well, in that case den maybe we could continue, as she liked someone else at the point of time. The whole time, I was feeling so guilty. And at one point of time, I even felt like a bitch. But people assured me that it's not. Thus, i said, fine, den i'll get on with it.

    Alot of memories flashed back like an old tape rewinding. The times we used to party together, drink together, fly away together, cry together, complain about our life together and even the times we quarrelled and showed attitude. Few months is not a long time, but there's a hell lotsa things we did and went through together. Tears. Laughter. Joy. Misery. I couldn't help but think back on how i fended for her when people tried to bring her down. "U reap what U sow" doesn't applies to this picture.

    But still, I, hereby sincerely hope the best for her still. Be it relationship wise, studies or career wise, all aspects. I still genuinely care for her. But i don't know if i'm that magninmous to let bygones be bygones. Well, hopefully yes.

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy..............

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Monday, March 5, 2007


    Hi Fairy Bloggy,

    Is this begining of a genuine love story or just another chapter that ends with a unexpectable twist?

    Guy: You have a pair of eyes that melts my heart.
    Girl: Huh?
    Guy: I like you. What abt u?
    Girl: Erm. I do crush you.
    Guy: Crush only? Sad.
    Girl: Okie. I do like u. But why me since u have so mani girls ard u? With girls throwing themselves at u.
    Guy: U gave me a special feeling.
    Girl: ??
    Guy: Cos u don't throw urself at me. U don't know me cos of my fame and looks.
    Girl: Okie.
    Guy: Why do u like me den?
    Girl: It's the feeling that counts. Looks itself is too superficial.
    Guy: *hugs*
    Girl: *smiles*

    The chapter do continue.....

    The outcome is unknown. And everything seems good for a start. So sweet. So nice. So perfect.

    I tried asking myself what am i exactly looking for in love? Actually I go for the chemistry and communication more. Sense of security. Adores and loves me. Having the looks is just the bonus. I need to see more than I need to hear. Action wise.

    Meanwhile, I need to be rational. Veri rational.

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...

    Friday, March 2, 2007


    Hi Fairy Bloggy,

    Gonna blog wat happened yesterday while taking a break from my studies. Was pretty determined to stay home and study. Until Mr "Nice" Dan told me to come out for his last drinking session. Yeah, rite, L A S T indeed~ So Iko and Dan came to my place to pick me up 1st den headed to Butter Fact. together. How nice~! My 1st time being there. Luckily we din have to stay long b4 we headed to another destination. It's boring, music's quite good but no crowd. Poor thing. So Dan, Susu, Iko, Darren, Kenji decided to head down to Colour Zone.

    At first, we're doing our usuals, some drinking, dice shaking, singing and bitching. Bad Dan nearly made me drank neat. With just a lil coke. The next thing i know, i started to take off. After gulping 2 glasses of green tea and few trips to the washroom, i finally flew back. That's when the climax of the nite starts to come in. Rebecca brought 2 of her friends in. At first, everything is calm. But calmness is the starting of a disaster! When it's Rebecca's frens turn to sing, Susu passed the mic to them, but accidentally slammed it. Those 2 thought it's on purpose started to slam the mic back. Curses left her mouth. Iko couldn't take it lying down and start to counter-scold and flicked the ciggie but din hit them. One of the girls shouted all the vulgarities directly into my ears. Gosh, she just reminds me of a whore, misbehaving. Totally image-less. *urgh* Before we knew it, Dan rushed over wanting to whack them. God-damn dumb-founded! So she was being dragged outside and she demanded for an apology after we explained things, still. Gosh, joke of the century. Things started to get heated up. After much tugging, pulling back, vulgarities, police came. And those whores finally got their arse outta the place. And of cos, the mood is dampen, and everyone went home.

    Oh yes, and thanks to Deroy, the safety driver for sending me home. Lolz. =) Never expect at the age of 21, I still get to witness such immaturity and barbaric acts. And that's wat i call a total disgrace to the girls. *thumbs down* And hope i dun have to see those girls ever again. *gags*

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy ^.^ V

      You're my sweet addiction...