<body> SOUL-MELTING SWEET TOUCH
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Sweet 25
Happily in love

Fairylicious Me

...WISHES

|)*(| Always Lovey Parents
|)*(| Healthiest Grandma
|)*(| Always Bubbly Friends
|)*(| Class 3 License
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|)*(| Small Cute Ride
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----- Rome
----- Egypt
----- Japan
----- Venice
----- Taiwan
----- Mauritius

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|)*(| Iser
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|)*(| Anthony
|)*(| Kate
|)*(| Eunice
|)*(| Charmaine
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|)*(| Seng
|)*(| Joyce
|)*(| Rae
|)*(| Priscilla
|)*(| Hsien Ming
|)*(| Lance
|)*(| Leon
|)*(| Sarah
|)*(| Pei Shan
|)*(| Ying
|)*(| Florence
|)*(| Angel
|)*(| Susu

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    Saturday, September 20, 2008


    Dear Bloggy,

    I felt that I might stop breathing anytime. I'm so pressed down by everything and I don't like such responsibilities. Meeting project deadlines, arguments with group member cos he believes strongly what he did is correct and ended up, I have to do it myself. Again. It's the last thing I think of before I sleep and the 1st thing I think of when I wake up. Seriously, it scares me when I imagine my future working life is led like that.

    Another thing that really depresses me, is korkor. To see him like that just now, seriously makes me very very sad. Nearly on the verge of tearing, but held it back. Although we're not related by blood, but he is seriously one of the person that I hold as dearly as my own family members. There was such a big cut on his forehead and arms, and the flesh is exposed an hour ago. I really felt very sad to see him like that. But there's some other things that he did that made me even more depressed.

    In the bus, alot of things flashed past my mind, everything that happened recently. It just made me compared to how happy I was in the past, carefree and happy-go-lucky. Growing up is a tough and tedious process. Tears just dropped. It never happened to me before, to lose my cool alone in public. What a scene, and I had to pretend that I'm having bad cold so that the auntie beside me will stop looking at me with sympathetic eyes.

    Seriously, I don't ask from much, I just hope that all my friends will be happy, always leading a fulfilling life with partners that truly loves them. Why is it so hard? I always share their sad stories more than happy ones. I really feel their pain. But sometimes I dunno what to say, dunno wat I should do to make them feel better. Just felt so helpless at times.

    I wanna take things in my stride, really I do. It seems so hard. I think not to think, but the more I think. I tried to help, but realized little I can help. I try not to care, but the more I care. I think if project deadlines seems longer and my frens start to have more bad things happenings, I would need a shrink myself.

    Please, whoever it might be, give me the strength to strive on.

    Signing off with love,
    Crystal

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