Friday, June 27, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
Hereby, I wanna apologise to Mr. J for ruining his birthday today, however, my point of view still stands strong. I messaged him to send my wishes to him and he called me back to thrash things out. I haven't argued with a friend for a long time. It's with regards to our different perspectives towards a relationship.
His perspective is why bother to know each other well or go out enough before going into a relationship? Knowing each other will still end up fruitless if there;s no feelings involved. He insisted that if every couple knew their partner well, there wouldn't be so many break-ups and divorces around.
Yes, maybe I would think that way too if I were younger and never been hurt. To me, love is never a gamble. If I haven't know that person well enough and jump into a relationship with him, I'm only risking with my commitment and feelings towards him as a token, only praying that he'll turn out to be the right one, no? Knowing someone before committing gives the sense of security, as trust bonds the pair tighter. If he turns out to be a player, it would only mean that he has been showing me the fake side of him and I would never blame myself for my stupidity cos it's never my fault to start with. After so many setbacks in relationship, I would never have faith in my intuition again.
Mr. J: We may have a lot in common and we can talk about everything under the sun. I'm glad we can hold a decent conversation and discuss about our individual upcoming plans for the future. I felt comfortable and I sensed that you're an intellectual person but, most unfortunately, we hold onto different stands when it comes to relationship. Perhaps you'll understand my stand when you get know to about those miserable history painted with sorrowful tears. Lastly, happy 23rd birthday.
Signing off with love,
Crystal... ...
You're my sweet addiction...
Thursday, June 26, 2008
亲爱的伯克机，
小的时候，我们一直吵着要长大。。。
可是。。。
人长大了， 就会有越来越多的没有。。。
有越来越多没有可能办到的事。。。
长大后，也有越来越多没有办法回应的话。。。
长大后，也有越来越多没有人照顾的时候。。。
长大后，也有越来越多没有理由的爱情挫折。。。
人长大后，真的好多的没有，但是让人长大的也是这些没有。。。
《取之斗牛》
You're my sweet addiction...
Monday, June 23, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
MSN personal message: I've thought it through. I would prefer to stay friends. (:
My friends on MSN have been bombarding me and asking who is guy I'd prefer to stay friends with. I was thinking, 跟你讲你也不认识，带你去又太远。=x
Anyway, I would address him as Mr. L here. We know each other few months back and kinda have positive feelings. But due to some issues, we stopped contacting. And recently he contacted me back and wants to be together.
I would say he's a sweet friend. There was once I was chilling with Darling Iko at East Coast and he came down around 2.30am after his work. But it's a friend-friend thingy to me.
Initially, I was confused, over something which I dunno what. Thus, I just tried to weigh the pros and cons of being with him. Only then, I realized the impossible.
Mr. L's 3 years younger than me and he is waiting for enlistment that will take place on 11th July. I think I can't possibly wait for him for 2years, no? Plus plus, I seldom can get together with someone younger than me. As I needed more security and stability than another one else.
Time waits for no man, women in particular. =/ I can't possibly spend my youth which is at its peak now waiting for the unknown. I guess most would actually agree with me, ya?
To Mr. L: I guess we're are holding different views about relationships. Moreover, we're hatched in a different "era". I guess being friends would last longer and hope that you'd find the girl that truly attracts you and get you committed. Lastly, it's nice knowing you, as a friend.
P.S. Stop asking for Mr. L's friendster or facebook. So what you've seen his profile? I think it has nothing to do with you.
Signing off with love,
Crystal...
You're my sweet addiction...
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Dear Bloggy,
I was thinking... I should upload those pictures of my clubbing kakis. =D
At dbl O...
Daijie and me
Darling Iko and me
Da shi xiong Leonie and me
Me and darling Iko
Vinc aka 38 wang zi and me
Sammie jiemei and me
At M.O.S...
Dan korkor and tian shi
Me and Junnana
Me and daijie
Me and tian shi
Dan korkor and me
Signing off with love,
Crystal...
You're my sweet addiction...
Dear Bloggy,
It's my mummy's birthday and we went for seafood at Labrador. It's big big LOVE! Simply adores the scenery from Moon Ladder Bar. <3
The Birthday Girl, My Beloved Mummy. <3
Mr and Mrs Goh. =D So 恩爱！！
Mrs Goh and her daughter
My Ah-Ma that loves royce chocolate. HIP sia. I Hearts you, AHMA！
Mrs Goh cutting cake for us.
Pretty Pretty~~
Ahhh paa, what are you doing?! =x
There's a solemnization down there. When will my chance come?? =(
Signing off with love,
Crystal...
You're my sweet addiction...
