<body> SOUL-MELTING SWEET TOUCH
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    Sunday, June 17, 2007


    My heart is as dead as a stone. My mind is blank. My soul doesn't even seems like it belongs to me. It is just a mistake to start out trying. Won't it be better to stay off as frens all the way? Am I just dumb not to know that he's young and still playful? Or I rather ignore the fact that he is? Whatever it is, it just set me in this undesirable agonized state. How badly I wanna run away from this.

    My heart hurts so badly that it seems like it's gonna stop pumping anytime. That friday nite, I just turned my back on him, crying myself to slp. It was so painful to be anywhere near him. Those tears just won't stop. It just dropped everytime I think abt it. It'll only stop when I'm outside. And darn, those endless tears are setting me in a feverish state. When you're down on your luck, everything bad starts hitting on u.

    Don't he realize that more care n concern is only making me feel worse? I would rather he ignore me once and for all. The email and the SMS this morning only sets me in another round of endless tearing. Why says anything I can talk to him? And y wanna be there for me? And y still adores me? He raised me into cloud nine and overnight I sank into hell. But I never blame him for that. All that I asked from him is not to treat me nice and sweet anymore. My last request.

    But at least there were a few consoling things, things done by my beloved frens. Fel and Samantha listened to me cried my heart out over the phone. After that said tons of consoling words to calm me down. There were few SMS by my lovely frens. At nite, Jimmy knew that I was really down and missed the beach. He came down and fetched me to East Coast then to Punggol Park for a walk. I'm realli grateful. He's trying his best to keep me entertained the whole nite with his jokes. =)

    I wanna find the happy and cheerful Fairy back. Wish me luck.

      You're my sweet addiction...