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    Wednesday, March 7, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    The rain's splattering hard on my window just like how my heart's feeling now. The pain's like dozen of needles pickling. How would people define best friends? I wouldn't know. But for me, best friend is like a neccessity in life, can't do without it. Best friends share lil' secrets together, laugh together, cry together, shop together, can talk about almost everything under the sun. Yes, best friends do have different views, they do have arguments, they do quarrel.

    But what i found out yesterday really set me in the state of devastation. I never know someone i cherish so dearly can say such things about me. My heart sunk. Tears just kept rolling down as I stared as the screen overflooded with words. Thoughts gushed into my mind like fury waves, am i really that bad as what she claims me to be? Have i done her any wrong to the extend that she must bring me down like that? If i'm really acting, putting up a fake front, always acting cute and xiao nu ren, den why don't she leaves me as a friend? Why did she still makes me think that our hearts are locked? Why don't she tell me frankly right in my face or even ask me to jolly well f**k off from her life? I can't think. Everything went blank but tears just wouldn't stop rolling.

    First thing that came into my mind, is it cos of him? I swear upon my soul that she already found out that me n him are getting closer. In the first place, I did not throw myself on him, instead i kept a distance away from him. Just randomly added him into my friend list upon spotting him at the webby and it all started from there. MSN-ing chatting and stuff. After we confessed to our mutual feelings, I even asked him, does he still likes her. Not once, not twice, but many times. He replied no. I told him, I will back off and retreat from such game if he still likes her. He said NO~ with a firm stand. So i thought, well, in that case den maybe we could continue, as she liked someone else at the point of time. The whole time, I was feeling so guilty. And at one point of time, I even felt like a bitch. But people assured me that it's not. Thus, i said, fine, den i'll get on with it.

    Alot of memories flashed back like an old tape rewinding. The times we used to party together, drink together, fly away together, cry together, complain about our life together and even the times we quarrelled and showed attitude. Few months is not a long time, but there's a hell lotsa things we did and went through together. Tears. Laughter. Joy. Misery. I couldn't help but think back on how i fended for her when people tried to bring her down. "U reap what U sow" doesn't applies to this picture.

    But still, I, hereby sincerely hope the best for her still. Be it relationship wise, studies or career wise, all aspects. I still genuinely care for her. But i don't know if i'm that magninmous to let bygones be bygones. Well, hopefully yes.

    Signing off with love,
    Fairy..............

      You're my sweet addiction...