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    Sunday, March 11, 2007


    Dear Fairy Bloggy,

    It feels like something just mercilessly slashed across my heart. The pain is beyond description. Haven't i told myself to be rational? Haven't i made a decision to leave if we see no future in us? I knew he'll definitely leave me one fine day. Matter of sooner or later. But i'm contradicting myself. I sms-ed him last nite asking him if we could get back to before and that i realli missed him. It's considered a taboo to me! Blame it on the the misco-ordination between the fingers and the mind.

    I'm silly. All these thoughts flashes past by my mind just now. I was thinking i need not need an official relationship with him. Need not any promises from him. I just wanna be there when he needs someone to talk to or for company. And like him for who he is.

    I know he just encountered a huge setback in the previous relationship which caused him much agony. I read his blog and I felt hatred in him, fuming vigorously. It just reminded me of a friend I used to be quite close with, called Nikki. He used to be such a sweet and perfect lover until his gf walked out on him to be with with someone else. Someone influential. Nikki broke down and the next minute i know, he started to be with different girls. Fooling ard. Making merry. In e end, dump them. In my dictionary means "F*ck and go". It's so scary to see him take a 360 degrees change in personality, meanwhile, feeling sad for him too. Bet he isn't happy. Not a single bit. Although smile n laughter filled his face, but deep down, i felt emptiness in him. And i can't deny that some players come abt in such situation.

    I hope "he" is not like Nikki, a player. Revenge? He wants revenge. After i read that post, I'm so afraid that i'll only turn out to be one of his tools for revenge. That's y in the 1st place, I didn't open up to him totally. How much i wanted to help him pick the the pieces and help him continue with his life, show him that actually there're ppl who cares and adores him. Question. Will he ever believe in love again?

    I dunno how long can i be there for him and how long more we will be staying in touch. I realli hope that God can be kinder to him. Hereby, wish that he can find a girl that he loves who loves him back even more, success in his career either locally or overseas, staying a healthy baby.

    And mostly importantly, smile more, cos ur smile is mesmerizing.
    The very least, as a sincere friend.

    Signing off with tons of love,
    fairy

      You're my sweet addiction...